I was diagnosed on May 13, 2007. That year, 37,000 other people got the same bad news. And here's the thing - 36,000 of them died. I have had it so good for so long. For most people that get diagnosed, the cancer has been growing for some long while with no symptoms, growing in an area of the pancreas that doesn't cause any issues that they notice. Mine fortunately made me very ill right away - I remember Kathy nominating me for the show "What not to Wear" because of the yellow sweater I wore to Easter dinner clashing with my skin color. But these others get diagnosed with a huge tumor that involves some major arteries and is inoperable. For many, despite the 'state of the art' treatment, it means they last no more than 2 to 6 months.
And there's the rub. Pancreat Cancer remains one of the leading causes of cancer related deaths, and yet recieves relatively little research dollars. It has been receiving a little more press lately - Randy Pausch was a great spokesman, Patrick Swayze is on a newly experimental drug and doing remarkably well, and Luciano Pavarotti went through a number of operations and treatment options before losing his battle.
Meanwhile, I spoke with Chemo Kaufman on Friday night at about 10 PM (Trick or treat?) and told him that I wanted to start radiation therapy and concurrent chemo therapy as soon as possible. We discussed three possible chemo routines. He's researching over the weekend and I've specified an aggressive progressive regime. So we'll see what he comes up with and decide on Monday. I emailed the radiation oncologist, Dr Lampenfield, and asked him to get me in for the aiming CT scan as soon as possible and we'll speak on Monday about that appointment.
I wonder how many people were diagnosed this last week and didn't get to sweat over these choices. Or how many others are sitting at home without any hope because they're under insured or maybe have no insurance -I'm pretty well insured and this time around the battle will cost another $4000 and some amount of upset to work for both Vicki and I.
And I thank with all my heart all those researchers working everyday to improve the chances of folks like me. I talked to Meg and Jeanine, two clinical trial RN contacts, this week while looking for trials and I couldn't have wished for more genuinely gentle and empathic people. And I sing the praises (a metaphor - no singing for real) of all those people that run marathons, walk relays, have bakesales or whatever to raise money for cancer research, no matter what kind it is.
Thanks for checking, I'll keep you posted.
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5 comments:
Dearest JC, I will continue to pray. Love you much, kp
John,
I was saddened to hear of your sickness, and only just recently. I am praying for you and wish you well. Cousin Charlie made a reference to it in a recent e-mail. News like yours has a great tendency to put things in perspective. It sounds like you have become a chemist in your quest to battle the cancer. I suppose you must become pro-active to make the correct decisions in concert with your Drs. and medical Professionals. One day at a time.
Cousin Tom Cosgrove
Big John,
You are a survivor and my family and I are praying for you. I'm curious to see how Patrick Swayze tries to beat his bout and if it is a viable option for you. That photo is an awesome photo. Live every day as if it's your last. My heart attacks are insignificant in comparison to your fight with cancer. God Bless you,
Jim Cosgrove
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John,
Your fortitude and good sense in a fight like this are awe inspiring indeed. I hope I can match your courage and spirit when confronted with the next hit life should bring.
Janet
Good to see you the other day, keep up the good humor and when it gets tough remember HTFU!
Mary
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